I feel the brightness of lightning newborns, young 17-20-year fast-growing, rapidly developing a beautiful young man. His vision - an inner vision, I see lightning brightness itself and after 100 years, and on, and in 1000, further developing forever - eternal perfection - forever young - ever divinely healthy - healthy beautiful boys adamantly. I feel the brightness of lightning in constant contact with the Lord God himself. I feel the brightness of lightning: God himself took me to his group of immortals. I feel the brightness of lightning holy immortal - holy immortal.